November 2010
1 post
You
don’t think I care, don’t think I feel what you felt, don’t hurt, but the truth is my dear- you need to stop thinking because you are very wrong. You don’t know the half of what I feel. You tell people that all I want is to cause you pain, to be a bitch and make you mad on purpose. That’s far from the truth. I wished you nothing but happiness. I was mean to you, I did...
October 2010
1 post
As odd as this may sound,
I think I have changed my outlook on life just over this four-day weekend. I let go, and was the happiest I have been in a while. The first few days started off rough, and tears were shed here and there but after that I realized there was no point. No point in crying over people not wanting to be a part of my life. If they don’t want to be there, and they make me cry, then they...
September 2010
2 posts
I am a used carpet...
I really do let people walk all over me. They use me for what they need, and ignore me if I don’t have it. It’s bullshit and I should know better, I shouldn’t let it happen. But I do. Constantly. People tell me I don’t deserve it, and I need to grow a back bone. I try; everyday. It never ends up working. Something about making people happy and helping them out lets me be...
The past is the past, but I can't help but think...
I can’t help but remember the last time I was happy, the last time I was actually myself. Don’t get me wrong, I have a wonderful boyfriend who treats me amazingly well, and I am “happy”, but not like I used to be. I used to… feel different, think different, and have a good time. Now, I feel like everything I do is a chore, that I don’t want to do anything, or...
August 2010
8 posts
Stolen because I'm bored (:
TEN ARE YOU’S
1. Are you single - yessir 2. Are you happy - getting better 3. Are you bored – ^ mhm 4. Are you naked - nope 5. Are you a blonde - no 6. Are you moody – not right now 7. Are you a lover/hater - lover 8. Are you hot/cold - cold 9. Are you Irish - yes, a little 10. Are you Asian- no
TEN FACTS 1. Name – Emily 2. Nicknames – Em, Emmy, emily elephant, Mimi, Nohavadick, Andre etc...
Where I'm From
I am from a room made up of past photographs, from the prom t-shirt and Jones’ bottles.
I am from the house of lonely nights.
Of the big oak tree that never dies, the lilac bush that had to be left behind, and the roses that once meant everything.
I’m from Chinese food on Christmas Eve and tall people.
From a long line of alcoholics and people who walk out.
I’m from a place...
Day 6
Dear Stranger,
Live your life. Don’t look back, just keep pushing forward without regrets. And party hard (:
I'm not sure about anything
but I do know that these thoughts running through my head are going to kill me. Should I stay or should I go? That’s the question right now. We’ve been together ten long months. We’ve broken up a few times, you cheated on me, I cheated on someone I love(d) with my whole heart with you, and I will never make that mistake again. The pain from that is like a burn. It will never go...
Anonymous asked: just have a feeling
Anonymous asked: ehh doubt it
Anonymous asked: i miss you..
Day 5
To my dreams,
Please come true. Some of you at least. That is all I ask. I want to make it somewhere in life, do something great, be someone. <3
July 2010
9 posts
Day 4
To my sibling(s),
Jennie, Chris, Amanda, & Helen. All four of you are my siblings, half or not. I love you all dearly no matter what.
Jennie,
We’re not close, and never really have been. You’ve always been more of a mother figure to me than a sister. We never fought or anything like that but I do wish we could be closer. You’re a wonderful sister and I wouldn’t...
Insomnia
It’s like 5 in the morning, I can’t sleep, or stop talking on aim, and i’m hungry :(
Day 3
To my parents,
To this day I am mad at the both of you, for having to get a fucking divorce, for tearing the family apart. It’s the cause of my pain sadly and I hate you both for it.
Where to begin…
Mother.
I love you, and you are sort of my hero. We don’t have the best of a relationship and we fight all the time but I look up to you and I don’t know where I would be...
favorite song <3
Day 2
I don’t have a “crush” so this is to my boyfriend.
My dearest Sean,
I hate you and I love you. You drive me insane and you make me the happiest girl alive. You make me feel beautiful and you make me feel like a monster. I don’t know what it is about you that made me want you over other guys or over “him”. To want to “switch” guys with my best...
Day 1
To my best friend,
Although you’ll probably never read this, I’m going to write to you as if you would. I love you. Thank you, you have been there for me through everything. We’ve laughed with each other, cried ourselves to sleep together; absolutely everything. Although we get in fights, get pissed off at each other constantly, call each other names, roll our eyes at one...
Bucket List
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you...
“Our greatest happiness does not depend on the condition of life in which chance...”
– Thomas Jefferson