I really do let people walk all over me. They use me for what they need, and ignore me if I don’t have it. It’s bullshit and I should know better, I shouldn’t let it happen. But I do. Constantly. People tell me I don’t deserve it, and I need to grow a back bone. I try; everyday. It never ends up working. Something about making people happy and helping them out lets me be happy. Or at least pretend to. I’m not sure why I am like this, and I’ve lost so much because of it but there’s something inside me that makes me this way, and I don’t know if I can ever get rid of it. </3
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