I think I have changed my outlook on life just over this four-day weekend. I let go, and was the happiest I have been in a while. The first few days started off rough, and tears were shed here and there but after that I realized there was no point. No point in crying over people not wanting to be a part of my life. If they don’t want to be there, and they make me cry, then they shouldn’t be. It’s as simple as that. I don’t understand what took me so long to figure all this out. But I’m so much happier now that I did. The people that want to spend time with me and don’t need me to do everything for them are the ones worth keeping. The ones who I can aimlessly drive around with, with nothing to do; no where to go, or just sit there with each other and still manage to have a good time are the ones I want to spend every moment with, and I think i’m finally finding them. There’s no room for more stress. I have more in my life than most people can imagine, but i’m getting over it all; putting it behind me, and moving on. (:
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