To my best friend,
Although you’ll probably never read this, I’m going to write to you as if you would. I love you. Thank you, you have been there for me through everything. We’ve laughed with each other, cried ourselves to sleep together; absolutely everything. Although we get in fights, get pissed off at each other constantly, call each other names, roll our eyes at one another, we know at the end of the day we will still be there for each other. From the countless times of almost getting arrested, to me ditching you and running away while you got in trouble, to the boring, simple car rides we love; we’re always enjoying ourselves. You’re like my sister- we’re attached at the hips as our families love to remind us. Or they did. Things have changed, and I feel as if we’ve grown apart some. We used to turn around and the other one was there, or yell each others name and the other would come running, but now it seems as if we’re hundreds of miles apart. We do still tell each other everything and hangout whenever we can but things are different now and it kills me. I know I’m going to lose you one of these days. You graduated already, you don’t work with me any more and now you’re moving an hour away. Things are going to continue to change. I’m going to do my absolute best to stay close to you and remain best friends. I have been through more shit, experienced more with you than anyone else in this world, and I wouldn’t change it for anything. I want to go back to those days when I was the only one you could call your best friend; the only one you could turn to and no one could take my place. Now the possibilities are endless and I know that you can find a new best friend to fill my place at any time. It scares the shit out of me.
