To my sibling(s),
Jennie, Chris, Amanda, & Helen. All four of you are my siblings, half or not. I love you all dearly no matter what.
Jennie,
We’re not close, and never really have been. You’ve always been more of a mother figure to me than a sister. We never fought or anything like that but I do wish we could be closer. You’re a wonderful sister and I wouldn’t change anything about you. I love you
Christopher,
I love you and miss you so much. You are my brother, the only one i’ll ever have. I really wish you didn’t live 5 hours away, it sucks. I love when you come to visit and scare away my ex boyfriend’s when they’re unwanted; it shows that you’re protective of your little sister. I wish we could spend more time together, I wish you lived with us, I wish you were here. : /
Amanda,
Ooma (: I love you, I look up to you, I wish I could be like you, live like you. I’ve never liked choosing, but you have always been my favorite. You look out for me and are there for me no matter what happens. You are my hero and always have been. I remember dedicating every single one of those books we had to write and illustrate ourselves in first and second grade to you. You have always been the one that I went to for advice, the one I went to with my secrets. You know almost everything and I love that I can be that open with you. You are so independent and successful. You’ve known what you have wanted to do since you were pretty much born. You did what you needed to do and you made your dreams come true. I envy you and love you for being so sure of yourself and your life. I hate that I don’t get to see you every day but we would probably kill each other over time. I love you very much Pander, I hope you know that.
Helen,
Aayday (: Growing up, you were my best friend, the one and only. I spent every moment of the day with you. We would wake up early, make drink concoctions, dress up in weird outfits, and play dolls all day. I think you secretly hated it though. As you got a little older, you always continued to get closer to Amanda. I would have to bribe you to let me sleep in your room. I would be your maid for the entire day but I loved it because I knew I would get to sleepover in your room. We would stay up really late watching “Detroit Rock City” every time and you would always cover my eyes during the sex scene. You looked out for me and I loved having you to protect me. I loved when Mom and Dad went out just so you and Amanda would babysit me. I would beg you guys to play hide-and-go-seek and when you finally gave in you would just leave me hiding for what seemed like forever and go play by yourselves. At the time I probably cried and said I hated you but it was still time spent with my sisters. Like when you guys would lock me in the laundry room closet; tell me it was a game called “jail”; I loved every second of it. You would be the one to give me a slice of bread and a glass of water once in a while and I loved you because of it. As the years went on we grew apart. A lot has gone on in our lives since those days. We don’t get along that well anymore. You piss me off a lot and we say we hate each other but at the end of the day I know you’re still the same sister, the same best friend I grew up with and I still love you no matter what.
